hey guys... there is so much to tell you... yet i cant tell you the biggest part of what i've been doing... all well.... so... i failed geometry for this semester with a 62.... cause my teacher is a bitchy idiot............

and the day before school got out (june 3rd... my sisters b-day) i got into a little car accident... don't worry! i'm fine! i promise!!! anywho... i was in the car with marissa (who was driving) and mike (who was in the backseat) while i was in the passenger seat... and we were turning left in the left hand lane... nobody was coming... and we were in the middle of the intersection when *BAM!* a car hit us! just barely missing my door... it hit on the right back tire area... and i was scared to death.... that was the first time anything like that had ever happened to me.... i was more scared for everyone else than i was for me... but it was four other ppl who were more concerned about me than themselves so i was all... oh fuck!

and i got out of the car and turned around to look at the damage and then to see who had hit us.... and then i was all HOLY SHIT!!!! (guys ur not gonna believe this) but it was my GRANDPARENTS who had hit us!!!! (yes it is so totally true ask anyone who was there) but... ya... everybody was ok... and i thank whoever was looking out for me (since i dont believe in god anymore so sue me) anyway...

i ended up getting a ride to my grandparents house by Marissa... and on the way... she looked like she was about to cry and i was all "are you ok? you look like your about to cry" and she was all "thats because i am crying!!!" and then i saw tears stream down her face in a silent cry... i felt so useless! i wanted to just tell her to pull the car over so i could hold her and wipe her tears away... (she later told me that she wished someone could hold her) and when she dropped me off... i turned her face towards mine and kissed her on the cheek... i told her i would see her tomorrow and text her tonight... and then i went up to my grandparents....

When my grandfather got out of the car he grabbed me and pulled me in for a hug... and he started crying! and that started my water works... i was all... oh fuck no! and i lied to the police... my shoulder hurt like hell after the crash... i just didn't wanna worry Marissa and Mike.... cause i love them... and i don't want them to worry...god.... what a day... its funny how one's mood can change so quickly.... god... poor Marissa... she was so worried about me... i would have rather died than see her hurt... and she was the same way with me...

but i guess all in all... everyone is doing fine.... and the 4th i walked into the cafeteria and got glomped by Shane... i was thinking god! if the crash didn't kill me he would with him crushind my body like that... lol he did that to Marissa too...

everybody was doing good through the last week of school for the year... so exciting.... but i was depressed.... my senior friends are graduating this year... and next year i'm gonna be sobbing because of all the friends that are leaving...

I have good news also! the friend of mine that was supposed to be gone for a year will be back in two weeks!!! he will be gone for a total of 7 weeks when this is all over and done with!! god no words can describe how happy i am...

and i also went to a party yesterday... me gots to ride in a limo with 15 other ppl... for gabby's birthday party... we went to dave and busters and was there for 2 and a half hours... then we went to her aunties house and swam until 9... god it was absolutly amazing best day of my life yesterday... with all the good news...

so many secrets were entrusted to me also.... but i think i can handle them

well... i think thats all for now

LOVE YOU ALL!!!